Problema?

Assalamualaikum and yo dawgs

Have you guys ever had a crush on someone but at the same time, you already had a mind-set of your own telling yourself that "Even if I do like her, that doesn't mean she needs to like me back."? 

Do you? Well that's the thing. I always have this kind of mind-set whenever I started to feel something for someone. At first, I'm okay with it. I mean, heck I know I don't look that good, and if I like someone that looks drop dead gorgeous, that means I'll either get her OR not. That's just how God and fate shifts in for normal guys like me. Am I right? Having this mind-set also means that I don't need to give a fark about my own feelings. Everything is about her, my job is to make her happy and I don't need to expect anything out of it. If things goes well, that means she will like me back, OR in the worst case scenario, she'll think of me as a good friend and the friendship COULD somehow  blooms into something much more magnificent? I don't know, ever since I'm a kid, I kinda hoped that things like that would happen to me. At least once before I close my eyes forever. I always read stories about it happening all around the world. You know, having a lover that was once your best friend  is possibly one of an average guy's dream.

 

*Don't we all love it when we have a best friend for a girlfriend?*

Then again, when it comes to feelings, things would never be easy. Yes, I remembered once when Ayya told me this. I know that I already vowed about not thinking about my own feelings, but as time goes by, I started to think that in order to conveyed the message that "I like her", I need to show that I CARED for her. But sometimes, when I do that, I'm afraid if she would think of me as an annoying guy. In one of my older entry, I wrote about how I hope that my friendship with her wouldn't be ruined, and I sincerely thought that she is an amazing person to befriend.

It's funny really, when I thought myself as a technical/systematic guy that wouldn't be swayed easily by all that crap bullshit about LOVE and ENDLESS whatnot, but the moment I gave a thought about HER, then everything change. I know that I had felt this before and I SHOULD have been accustomed to it, but I just CAN'T.

This phrase (or something) clearly gave away the true feelings of men such as myself:

"No matter how much a guy flirts a lot, he would always think of his one true love every night before he sleeps." -Anonymous

 *Doraemon, always helps when you want to convey your feelings*

I know I talk with girls a lot, and I know that sometimes, the way others see it as if I'm trying to court them into submission, but seriously, the ONLY reason I did that in the first place was because I never had friends from the opposite gender( if you want to count the ones I had in kindergarten, that's an exception) 

Again, I sincerely hope that she wouldn't hate me because I acted like a douche. A guy can only look like a fool for someone he loves.That's pretty much what I'm trying to do. I just hope I won't look THAT foolish and ends up making her hate me in the process (which already had happened before to me).

*A dream come true for every single being in this whole wide universe*

Assalamualaikum, kthnxbai.

Shopping Makes Me Happy

Assalamualaikum yo!

As you guys can see from the above title for this entry, this time I wanna talk about the fact that I love shopping SO FREAKING MUCH.

 

*Oh, I just HAD to take a picture. I just like that shirt, that's all*

Ok, let's do a flashback first, when I was form 5, the only type of clothes I'd wear was the ones that my mom or dad bought from bundle or something. I remembered once, my dad just randomly chose a pair of jeans for me and it was ..urghh.. But what the hell, I wasn't into fashion in those days and just slab those random clothes on me. As far as I know as long as I'm actually wearing something I'm not making a big deal over it.
Yes, I was THAT ignorant in those days 

t-.-t

Then the time for me to buy myself some slacks and shirt present itself and I actually tasted how it is to buy and choose the clothes by MYSELF. I gotta say, it feels pretty good~ At first, I went shopping just to buy clothes for classes, which is the main reason or me to go back home during weekends. Then, somehow or someway, it became kinda like a habit. The feeling I get when I

see the new clothes and the fact that I can buy it myself makes me laugh maniacally hysterically.

*this is me when I see those new clothes hanging gallantly in those shops..*

So now I can't complain to my parents about me having no new clothes anymore. Instead, they're the ones that's gonna be nagging me for buying all of those clothes in the first place. Sorry mom, dad.

*TT_______TT*

assalamualaikum, kthnxbai

The End Result Justifies All Meaning

 Before I start, I would like to thank my family, especially my parents. If it wasn't for their prayers, I don't think I would have get what I got for the final exam. Despite myself being so lazy, they manage to FORCED inspired me to study for the sake of my future.I love you guys, Mom and Dad. 

 *You can see the strength of love for 20++ years of marriage right there :D*

My forehead was sweating like crazy. I watched the page closely as my heart beat faster and faster. I kept on refreshing since the line was uber slow. Then lo and behold..my result

 

And I was like...

What the FARK?!!

At this point, most of you would think I am :

-happy

-freaking crazily happy

-happy

*lol

Instead, I was like this:

seriously.

In fact, I was really disappointed with myself. I kinda felt sad because my parents wanted me to improve than last semester. Unfortunately, my brain reached it's limit and refuse to improve according to my commands.

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Well, let bygones be bygones. I can't change the results, so I guess I just had to suck it all up.

*From this point on, it's going to be in Malay ye? Nk trimas sikit dengan member-member yang tolong aku ni.

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Nombor 1: Jean Grey aka Aliah Nosri!

-Minah ni la yang mula-mula ajak aku study sesame. Agaknye kalau die takde, aku tak dapat la result yg cenggitu. Thank you bery2 much! Sayang kau bdak Nosri! :P

  

*gambar bajet model dr minah ni. hambik kau,hambik* 

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Nombor 2: Tenaya 15 aka Dyana Zainal!

-Minah ni plak bff dngn si Aliah tu. Kire kalau ke mane2 memng same2 la. Tu psal die pun boleh ade skali mse aku study dngn si Aliah ni. Although sepangjang kitorng study tu, muke Dyana mmg blur abis, die tetap usehe jgak nk paham bile aku explain kt die. Kite study lagi same2 next sem eh, Dyana? 

*gambar bajet rajin dari Dyana, semester 1 punye ni, antik dah*

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Nombor 3: Peanut aka Shafinaz Ishak!

 -Budak peanut ni study skali ngn kitorng sekali aje. But still,at least die ade study skali. SO, aku includekan la. Aku mule2 start brkomunikasi dng die ni mase aku nk balik Ipoh ngn Ayya haritu. Orangnye agak sempoi dn brsuara agak lemak brkrim la jugak *ape aku merepek ni HAHA*

*budak peanut ni pelik skit. Die tak suka orng snap pic die. tak cantik katenye. muke dh elok awat ckp cmtu? pelik..pelik..* 

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Yg seterusnye ni tak payah nk bernombor2 lah kan? Gedik Happy sngt pulak diorng ni karang.

-Guy Cecille aka Aqmal Yusri

-Lucis Caelum aka Hafiz Schemer

-Jin Kazama aka Afix Aaron

-Kurosasori aka Azril Ayub

-Uchiha Sasuke aka Owais Qarni Hadauan

-Kakyoin Noriaki aka Muhd Farid

 

 *Aku cume mampu buat intro yg mcm ni je untuk korang, HAHA*

Aku ucapkan terima kasih banyak2 sebab korng snggup mndengar aku mengexplain apekejadah haram tu sume. Walaupun bnde tu bosan nk mampos and boleh buat korng mengantuk, korng still dengar jugak, *lagi2 Second Language, aku explain bnde yg tkde masuk dlm exam kat korng HAHA (sori)* Next sem kita satu rumah, lagi banyak la korng dengar aku mengarut bile nk dekat2 final tu yek. Anyways, thanks a lot guys.