Hati Saya Sangat Gembira

Assalamualaikum

Amacam hari korang kebelakangan ni? Ade best?? Wakakakaka, hati aku tengah rase best sangat-sangat sekarang ni, nak tau tak kenape? OK jap,

*Drum roll please* brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Oren masak lauk untuk aku! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ ^^

*excited like hell* 

Okay, biar aku cite dulu dari mule la ye, cenggini...

Semenjak kali terakhir aku sembang dengan Oren time cuti dlu, aku memang dah lame tak IM die, or text or call die lagi dah.  I don't know why la, tapi bende ni jadi selepas aku sembang dengan die pasal ex die tu. hmm..Whenever she talked about her ex, I kinda felt sad..

k, takyah cakap pasal tu =.=''

Ehem, nak jadi cite, sepanjang first week ni, aku memang sibuk la *although hakikatnye aku takde la buat keje yang berlambak sangt, it's just the ice breaking week btw* Secare tak langsung, aku memang takde mase nak contact Oren, although hatiku meronta-ronta untuk menghubunginya *ececececececeh*. Tapi seriously, aku rase terseksa jugak, sebabnye aku tunggu dia call aku sebab credit aku nk kena guna kasi info kat classmate aku, karang poket aku yang sakit..*hukhuk* Dapat dengar suara dia sekali pun cukup la.. :)

*alolololololo*

Truthfully, aku pun tak tau kalau dia sedar atau tak yang aku macam ignore dia ni ade sebabnye, *tpi aku rase Oren tak ambik port kot sal ni? hmm, entah la, aku pun tak tau..maybe ade, maybe takde..* Nak jadi cite, Oren call aku semalam sebab dia nampak aku lalu depan kelas dia, aku rase happy sangat time tu, tapi taknak tunjuk sangat kan, nanti ape pulak Oren kate...desperate sangat pulak aku ni... 

*sedih uh kalau dia betul-betul pikir camtu..*

Malam tu, aku ingat nak keluar merewang kejap, iye lah, dah esok nye takde kelas, bangun lewat pun takpe. OTW tu, tibe aku dapat text dari member si Oren ni haa, suh aku call Oren. Aku pun tak tunggu lame la en, aku trus call. Oren jawab. Aku ingatkan sebab ape, macam urgent je. Rupenye, si Oren tanye aku kalau aku nak makan tak kalau dia bagi lauk dia masak kat aku. Serius, aku terkejut time tu, tetibe je minah ni memasak! Macam tau-tau je aku tengah kebulor nak makan lauk pauk *iye la, aku makan telur goreng je kot sepanjang duduk sini, memang la aku kebulor nak makan lauk lain plak en..*

*Imma so hungryyy*

Secepat kulat aku melencong dari landasan yang aku awal-awal decide tadi terus ke hostel aku, iye la aku decide nak bagi hadiah birthday Oren time dia bagi lauk tu je la, kalau aku simpan lame-lame, kalau ade benda tak baik jadi kat aku, macam mane aku nak bagi hadiah tu kat die en? Then, secepat kulat jugak aku tulis surat dekat dia, aku luahkan sume yang aku nk cakap and pendam sepanjang tak contact die tu. Strangely enough, aku tak rase menyesal luahkan sume. ^^

*Seriously, I don't*

 

Akhirnye sampai la waktu tersebut, si Oren dah menunggu kat depan hostel die sambil member-member die yang meng'usha' peristiwa trsebut dari atas*ececece*. She handed me the paper bag containing the food that she had cooked. I was speechless AND happy at that time since that's practically the first time we had a face to face encounter since last semester. I was extremely happy. ^^. *of course, again I had to cover up that fact with a stern face, hoping she won't realized it, keke* 

 *OH MY FREAKING GOD YES!!*

Lepas Oren bagi aku beg tu, dia cam tergesa-gesa nak naik atas. Aku pun cepat-cepat la cakap, "oi, ko jangan pegi dulu". Dia tengok aku, pastu aku bukak beg galas aku and cepat-cepat bagi hadiah tu kat dia! Macam biase, aku cover lgi pakai muka seposen aku, jadi tak nampak la mcam aku nervous gilew-gilew *ew wempiewtz* Time tu member-member Oren dh jerit kat atas dah, *hatiku terasa begitu ketakutan sekali awww* Time tu aku cakap kt dia, "bende ni aku dah lame beli, since skrng still dalam bulan 7, elok la aku bagi kat ko skrng.."

*:)*

HAAAAAAA, camtu ar citenye! Balik tu aku tunggu smpai pkul 1 lebih baru makan, sebab nasik aku dah masak dah. Serius, Oren masak memang sedap, iye la smpai housemate aku si Lucis ni pun cakap Oren masak macam mak dia masak, manyak sedap woo~ *Oren, ak bukan puji saje-saje ye, aku jujur nih..*

*sedap sngt ^^*

Aku tak tau la sebab ape Oren tibe-tibe masak bagi aku ni *samada sengaja atau secare tak sengaja nk bagi kt aku* aku bersyukur sebab dapat peluang merase masakan dia. Hei, ini kali pertama aku rasa masakan orang lain selain masakan kakak-kakak aku, mak aku, tok aku, and ayah aku tau? This is a new experience for me, and I love ever single part of it.

*did I made that clear enough? hoho*

Anyways, thanks a lot tau Oren, now I love you more *sebab ko masak sedap ekekeke~^^*

Assalamualaikum

p/s: kalau dia nak masak hari-hari pun aku tak kisah, ekekeke ^^

Appreciating My Dad

Assalamualaikum.

ni dia intro untuk post aku kali ni, heheh ^^

Hari ni, hari jadi ayah aku, so ape kate kalau aku story sikit pasal ayah aku yee, hehe. Ek, mula-mula biar aku tanya dulu la, ada ke mengkome-mengkome ni semua yang ayahnya pesara tentera? Haa, kalau aku tanya kebanyakan mesti akan kata yang ayah-ayah yang dalam kategori ni selalunye garang,cepat melenting and most of all panas baran mengalahkan rimau, en?  

*takutnyeww(pinjam dr ko ni mel, sowii*

Well, FYI, ayah aku have the complete opposite of all the traits that I'd mentioned just now. He is the most coolest, calmest guy I've ever met in my life. *ye ayah, abangcik cakap bebetul ni, bukan sesaje puji tau? ^^* Ever since I was a kid, my dad seldoms shows me any bad side of him at all, *other than the fact that ayah memang suka membebel, mengalahkan mak aku! wakakakaka~ (sori ye ayah :') )*

*abangcik cakap betul niii*

Satu lagi pasal ayah aku, dia memang pandai memasak. Kadang-kadang mak aku rilek je, sedar-sedar lauk semua dah ready bawang tudung saji. Secare tak langsung, ayah aku mempengaruhi aku untuk cuba jadi cam dia jugak. In other words, I think of my dad as the perfect candidate to be considered as "bapak/suami mithali" *ye ayah, abangcik puji ikhlas ni, bukan sebab tak cukup duit dalam wallet *kening *kening*

*heeeee* 

 Salah satu benda yang buat aku rasa bersyukur sekarang ialah aku ada ayah yang pentingkan ajaran agama dalam keluarga, bila aku ambik ringan soal sembahyang ni, ayah aku mesti marah, tak henti-henti membebel kat aku, tapi bebelan dia tu bersebab and dia buat untuk sesuatu yang baik, *iye la, bak kata pepatah, "kalau sayang anak, tangan-tangankan", haa entah betul entah tidak aku ni*

*haha, aku hentam je nihh*

My point is, most kids nowadays would wish to have a dream dad of their own, and I'm one of those kids. To tell you the truth, right now if I'm given the chance to swap my dad with someone's cooler, I'll decline that offer. Now that I've live most of my life listening to his voice, I can't imagine myself listening to someone else. In other words, I freaking love my dad :')

*Heeeeeheeeee* 

Sekarang, biar aku nak sentimental sikit dengan ayah aku ni
*Ehem*

Ayah,di saat aku dilahirkan, kau memerah keringat menjadi wira untuk negara.Ayah,di saat aku dalam kesusahan, kau datang memberikan bantuan.Ayah,bebelanmu disaat aku indah dibuai mimpi di tengah hari menjadi halwa telingaku.Tak kira di mana kau berada, jasamu akan sentiasa dikenang. Selamat hari jadi Ismail b. Yeop, moga panjang umur murah rezeki. :')

*Ayah gua hensem lagi macho bila pakai kopiah pulak tu, lu ada?*

Assalamualaikum.

A Seed Called Love

  Assalamualaikum, hi ya guys!

"Bila kita cintakan seseorang, kita takkan mengharapkan mereka untuk menjadi milik kita. Apa yang kita mahukan, hanyalah kegembiraan dan kebahagiaan bagi diri mereka."-Sincerely me.

Sekadar pembuka entry pada *tengah malam* hari ni, hoho ^^

A couple of months ago, I was finally on a stage where I think I have found someone that I love. Tapi aku belum faham apa yang dimaksudkan dengan perkataan "cinta" tu. For me, semua perkara yang terjadi kat aku, sepanjang beberapa bulan ni, had changed me into an impulsive man. Because of my impulsiveness, aku anggap yang showing my affection towards her would actually secure my spot in her heart.

*:)*

Somehow, until a day ago, I was taken in by a storm with a situation that demands me to make a decision. Between sabotaging a beautiful relationship, or cuba sedaya upaya aku untuk baiki hubungan tu. The situation presented me with a choice. In that split second moment, aku pilih jalan yang aku anggap terbaik untuk membuatkan "dia" gembira, iaitu dengan bagi sokongan moral to her, and urging her to do what she think is right for her.

*believe in me*

I'm sure you are wondering, if I really do love her, kenapa aku tak try untuk buat benda yang patut bagi kelebihan kat diri aku, betul tak?

* I was torn between the right choice*

Honestly, at first aku pun tak tahu, kalau aku dah buat pilihan yang betul *bagi aku* atau tak. But to think of it, from a love-struck individual point of view, I think I'd made the right decision. Today, she showed me how happy she was. For me, nothing matters most than seeing that smile of hers, even if she won't be with me. 

*I really do*

Now, I would love her for no more reason other than Allah. Kerana sekarang..aku serahkan soal jodoh kepada DIA. Apa yang aku mmpu buat, hanyelah berusaha. Aku percaya, mungkin jodoh tu bukan sekarang, tapi satu hari nanti. 

 *Aku yakin!*

Assalamualaikum. 

p/s: I think..someday, I'll use this entries about hers as proof that at one point in my life, I had loved a women, with all of my heart. 

 

Journey Towards One Piece

Assalamualaikum..

 Before reading this, let's watch some anime first.

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I'm sure you guys are clueless even if you did watch the vid.

You see, untuk kipas susah mati manga/anime cam aku, One Piece is a living legacy that I dreamed of surpassing satu hari nanti. *Kan aku nak jadi freelance kartunis one day? Haha*

Why I said this, you wonder? As you know, dalam entry aku yang sebelum ni, aku ada tulis tentang kenapa aku suka One Piece. When I look back, I realized yang aku dah ambik tau pasal perkembangan cerita ni sejak 10 tahun dulu. It's a bit funny since mase aku mula-mula baca, aku tak paham ape pun, *ye la, aku budak kecik lagi kot..* Apa yang aku tau mase tu, "cite ni best! sbb ade banyak tumbuk2!" Haha, noob sungguh pemikiran ku dahulu..

*bende ni start tahun 1997 tau? 4 years later baru aku follow*

Then, as time went on, I learned about the characters and as me as the reader actually felt like I am accompanying them in their journey that 10 faithful years. And now, as I was chillin' around doing nothing, aku tengok balik cite ni dari mula-mula. I must say, it felt so nostalgic. It's like your childhood flashing in front of your eyes. 

 *the family-like relationship between the Strawhat pirates made me warm and fuzzy inside*

That's when I stumbled upon this vid. It's the 14 opening for the anime version. As I watch, that nostalgic feeling once again gets the better of me. Aku tak tau la kalau korang, tapi for me, kalau aku dah betul-betul follow pasal sesuatu cite tu, aku akan rasa seolah-olah aku ada attachment dengan setiap character tu. All the hardships that they endured somehow acts like a catalyst untuk aku buat benda yang sama dalam kehidupan harian aku. *you can see how much a manga can help in changing ones life*

*One of my favorite scene from the anime*

As I lay there, watching this vid, my tears actually rolled on my cheeks without me realizing it. It's as if my eyes acting on reflex. But I do know, I was actually feeling sad. This manga actually accompanied me on my very own journey. and I must say it was long. Maybe someday, once the manga ended, maybe that would be the time where I would finally be someone dependable. And I would use whatever I learned about life in this manga in order to succeed.

*Marco's(the dude in purple) will to fight for Ace's life was breathtaking*

*Ace's (Luffy's brother) death taught me that not everything would go as how we originally planned before*

I hope that one day, my grandchildren would ask me how I cope and went through my life as a person, and I'll just answered proudly "Atuk bace manga je." Haha. :)

*aku nak tengok macamne cucu2 aku tu react, kahkah*

Ape-ape hal, major props to Oda sensei sebab buat manga yang inspirational camni!

Assalamualaikum

p/s Oda Eichihiro is truly a god among mangakas

My Reason and The Birthday Wish

Assalamualaikum Oren. 

Kau mesti pelik kan aku buat satu entry yang memang khas didedikasikan untuk kau. *lulz tngok title pun tau sebab ape..* Kau tau tak, sekarang hati aku rasa happy sangat-sangat. Satu, aku happy sebab kau ingat aku emo dengan kau bila aku asyik tak angkat call kau. Haha, macam bodoh je reasonnye kan? Maybe sebab aku tau kau ni jenis yang tak ambik port pasal aku. Jadi bila kau tiba-tiba text aku malam tu, hati aku rasa senang pulak.. Lagi satu, sebabnye adalah...aku rasa kau pun mesti tau sebabnye kan..? Hohoho.

*muke gatal tak buleh blah* 

Haa, bukan salah aku okay sebab setiap kali kau call, aku mesti in the middle of doing something. Hari tu kau miss call aku 2 kali, *btw, aku tau limit kau untuk miss call aku dalam satu-satu masa mesti 2 kali je, hakhak, tak pernah lebih* masa tu aku ada dalam toilet. Adik aku tiba-tiba sibuk ketuk dari luar kata "Oren tepon!" Aku baru nak sruh dia angkat, kau dah tak call-call balik.. -.-''

*sedih sungguh ohh*

Then malam tu *not really malam, more like pagi la* kau call lagi, but this time I was eating my late supper *iye, aku tau makan malam-malam tu menggemukkan..* So, not wasting any time, aku terus call kau. :) You know what? The funny thing is, aku sentiasa teringat kat kau sepanjang cuti ni, in fact, I think you're always end up being in my head.

* I do not know why, haha*

BUT. *yes, that's a whole capital letter for you* I think the act of showing my affection for you every time would just make you feel uncomfortable. Aku suka kau sangat, sampaikan aku terlupa, kau ni manusia yang ada kehidupan sendiri, most of all you are a mature young women *although sometimes, you act so childishly haha* I can't be greedy and keep you all to myself. Ada orang lain yang berkemungkinan perlukan kau lebih daripada aku. That's why I tried not thinking about you too much. Haha, truthfully aku ingat aku boleh tahan lebih lama daripada 4 hari, but I guess aku tak cukup kesabaran. Silly me..

*:)*

Another thing, masa aku call kau tu, suara macam lain sangat. Macam suara orang sedih je, haha. *okay, aku pikir banyak sangat ni* Oren. Aku nak kau tau, the only reason I would somehow got emo with you is because aku jadi jealous. That's it. There's no way aku akan reallllllly emo dengan kau. Sebab, I love you. It's simple as that. haha *I think it's normal for me to get jealous sometimes, since I'm sure a lot of guys have set their eyes on you too*

*I know there are other guys that's on to you right now*

Since aku taknak lari tajuk en, I just want to say happy birthday Orange! I hope you'll become pretty as always and moga Allah merahmati kau sepanjang masa. I hope your wish to become thinner would come true. HAHA *I'm a failure at being cynical.. -.-*.And aku harap kau boleh jumpa seorang lelaki mampu buat kau happy. *Is it wrong if I wished so hard that I could be that man? :)* Remember that I'll always be there for you, if you need me of course. :)

*Anytime babe, anytime*

p/s: I think you look pretty the first time I saw your pic, but now I think you look prettier in real life. Stay healthy Orange. Also,remember that I love you, that's all.

Assalamualaikum.bye.

reaksi pembaca: 

*entry ni sangat gedik sampai kami muntah rainbow!!*


Aku: diam ah! suka hati aku la!.

p/s: kalau nk aku nyanyi, tepon aku! kahkah

One Piece!

Assalamualaikum yo!

Kali ni aku nak buat entry pasal manga yang aku minat ni. *buat sape yang noob and tak paham, manga tu stands for comic that is produced based on Japanese styled art..or something in between, see? you learn something new everyday ^^* 

Let's talk about the story. Cite ni mengisahkan tentang seorng budak yang bername Luffy. *Name penuh dia Monkey D. Luffy, jangan tanya aku kenapa nama dia camtu, tanya Sensei Oda*. Budak ni salah seorang daripada manusia-manusia pelik yang dah termakan buah yang dikenali sebagai Devil Fruit (悪魔の実, Akuma no Mi). Nak tau pasal ape diorang panggil bende alah ni camtu? Haa, sebabnye setiap orang yang termakan buah tu akan kena badi *sumpahan la tu*. Diorang tak boleh berenang *since cite ni banyak melibatkan lautan, tak boleh berenang tu dikira sebagai taboo* and yang paling penting sekali, diorng akan jadi semacam mutant yang ada super power yang pelik-pelik! *Fuh, kalau macam tu, aku pun nak..* Si Luffy ni dapat kuasa yang boleh buatkan badan dia jadi macam getah. Style gilo.

*aka Strawhat, wanted by the Marines*

*Ini dia buahnye yang budak Luffy tu makan. Gomu-gomu no mi namenya*

To make matters simple, si Luffy ni ade impian. Dia nak jadi Pirate King yang baru. *since Pirate King asal (Gol. D. Roger) dah pun dihukum mati 10 tahun sebelum Luffy ni lahir*  Jadi, sepanjang adventure si Luffy ni, dia jumpa banyak jenis orang musuh *kebanyakannye pirate la en* yang pandang enteng sangat dekat dia. Ye la, siapa yang akan pandang serius kalau kita punya badan lembut macam getah kan? Unfortunately for them, Luffy got one hell of inhuman super strength, so kebanyakan musuh dia tu memang kena belasah sampai terpelanting lah. Sepanjang masa tu jugak, Luffy jumpa beberapa orang yang dia anggap layak dapat kepercayaan dia and dia pun rekrut diorng masuk kumpulan lanun dia tu.

*Gomu-gomu no Storm!*

*Jangan pandang sebelah mata, semua wanted ni tau?*

You know, kebanyakan kawan-kawan aku kata manga ni tak best, basically diorng ni cuma nak tengok sesuatu manga tu berdasarkan art aje semata-mata. People are just getting more ignorant as days goes by, diorang lupa benda paling penting dalam sesuatu karya tu. That is the point that made me love One Piece so much. The story. You see, despite having an art style that people considered not stylish, Oda Eichihiro punya gaya yang unik yang jarang-jarang ada pada mangaka kat Jepun, and that is what I would personally call "unique variation". Setiap satu character dipotraykan dengan cara yang berlainan and setiap satu pun ade ciri-ciri tersendiri. Storynye pulak tersusun je. Takde semak otak aku nak baca and faham, haha.

*Luffy had to go through a lot of trouble just to find the right comrade for his voyage. Their friendship last even though they got separated for 2 whole years*

 

One thing that I learn from One Piece is that every members in the Straw hat Pirates have a dream that drives them to keep on going in their adventures. One Piece taught me that in order for us succeed, we need to find the right friends that will always aid us in times of need, and of course, friends that we can trust our life with. I also learn that there will always be one time when a man has to stand up and fight. And that is when other people laugh at his dream.

Right now, One Piece is considered one of the 3 main mangas yang paling terkenal at Jepun. Hey, if you don't know the other 2, that means korang sememangnya noob yang asli *lulz*

k tu je aku aku cakapkan, assalamualaikum bye

p/s: Korang cuba la try test layan, mana la tau kan.. :)